please dnt leave me alone ~

very moody today
wat can i do ??
wat can i do to make u smile again??
juz nw u ask me y i oway sad n oway down ~
i juz can reply that i m sad bcos i cant be yr girlfriend~
too many thing block between us ~
wat can i do to solve those problem ??
i cant juz cry for those think tat has already happen ~
i juz wanna stay sweet v u ~
bt ..
can i ??
can we ??
i dnt want u to leave me ~
bt i oso knw tat i m selfish ~
i cant waste your time ~
i not as good as u think ~
bt when u tell me that u dnt care ~
i feel happy + worry ~
i happy bcos tis prove that u really love me ~
bt i worry bcos i scare u will leave me ～
i knw tat i love u ~
bt i oso knw tat u will not trust me ~
wat can i do ??
i m confuse ~
i think i better go die ~
roarrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrr